2.20.2008

The age of majority

So I'm 18 now. How do I feel?

Sexualized.
There's some disturbing, blatant sexualization that comes with being a remotely attractive 18 year old girl. It's the minimum socially acceptable age you have to be for men to openly objectify you. It's pretty nauseating, when you think about it.




Scared
HOLY SHIT I DO NOT WANT TO GET OLD. Death doesn't scare me, but circling the drain, slowly losing vitality of the mind and body does scare the shit out of me. It's scary to think that in a couple of years the downward slope will begin and there's no fighting it. I've only got a couple of years left of my mind and fitness gaining.




Excited
And although I feel I've come so far, I know the journey is really just beginning.




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